Dearest Tumblr,

Wow, I haven’t visited you for awhile. In fact I really tried to avoid you at all costs. I’m sorry. It’s just I used to really hate how everything on my dashboard would be either so loveydovey or the exact opposite. I really didn’t want to hear/see much of it and feel bad about it. 

Good news is, I’m surviving my daily life and I’m actually going back to blogging and reblogging. I’m not so sure if it’s for good. Not so sure if I am going to be able to hold on for long but for now…I’m back.

I want reinvention. In the next few days, I will be researching and refreshing my stock knowledge on CSS codes and stuff like that. New layout, new direction. Lessen the reblogging and actually write about stuff people would want to read like books, a new song, daily interesting musings (probably lessen the post break-up drama also). HAHA. I stress my self too much.

I just hope I actually find the time. The past few weeks have been swarmed by practices, gigs, rehearsals, school work, org work and workshops. And it’ll really be the same for the next how many weeks.

I never say no. It’s always, “Yes I can do that. Yes, I can do this.” I feel like Jim Carrey from Yes Man. No wonder I keep having the feeling that I’m forgetting something I already committed to but, I dont know what it is. It’s a good thing, right? all these opportunities are great for me. It’s just sometimes it feels quite the opposite. I feel like I’m on burn out mode all the time. 

Well that’s it for now. I have to run to Meralco Theater now to watch Little Mermaid. I’m quite excited about reviving my childhood and sharing it with my little sister and my mother.